[ 2:44 AM ]
"nury..
i dont want u to feel bad or be sad anymore.
i dont wanna hold u captive and be restrained.change, i want. change, i had hoped for. outlook is not what i really want. it lies within u.
truth is, losing u again is something i couldnt bear.
but wth am i doing? i'm letting u go.. yet again.
if it's destined that i'd only get to admire you and love you from afar, I'm contented.
As long as you are happy with whoever you chose to be with.. and even if it means that its gonna be me without you.
love, you're more than what u think u are.
be happy.
adam. "
i wont type much about this.
my head's all muddled. i dont want to be in a situation where i have to choose between two men.
i have a boyfriend, and that's that.
never cheated and itll stay that way. i'm sorry Adam.
one beautiful year with you. goodbye
x